Honey... I think it's you that needs to talk to someone. Idk what to say... I'd give an internet hug, but I know that it never stops people from killing themselves... I really don't know what to say other then to tell you that things will get better and even though that's really cliche, it's true. I felt like that and now I feel alot better after I learnt to appreciate that I'm alive. It'll get better. I promise
:'[ Feel better!