ah. i've been in the same situation. my friend was like in love with this guy. well, she is always in love with a guy. she kinda has this reputation for beening obsessed. when she likes a guy, her world revolves around them. and we were friends. everyone was tired of listening to her talk about how amazing a guy was and stuff. but i listened. well i let her talk to me but i never paid attention. she had been through so many boys. not even funny. she gets too attached. and she craves attention. and when she gets rejected, she goes all sad and suicidal and randomly cries on peoples shoulders. i'm sorry to say this but its the truth: she just wants people to give her the kind of attention she's not getting from guys. she'll say she's suicidal to get people's sympathy. she plays on your emotions so you can't tell her off for her stupidity about the situation cuz your worried she'll kill herself. but the fact is that she knows exactly what she's doing and what she wants. thus she hates me. me and how i'm able to put it all aside and tell her exactly how stupid she's acting because the fact is, i've been like that before. and i had been through worse things than getting rejected, but i've been thru that to. like...she didn't have a true reason that was legitimate for sucide, and now cutting. i was suicidal once. i cut now. i've gone through some stuff that people just wouldn;t expect from me. i'll tell you. just ask. i'm really open like that. but her only reason for sucide and cutting that she gives is that she can't get a guy and that she's not getting the attention she wants. that does not a cause for your death. well. it would make more sense if i could like somehow just show you her and how she acts. she throws herself out there. but me. she hates me. deep inside, i know she does. she envys how i can talk to guys with ease and be their friend. but the fact is, i can do that because i only want to be a friend. and she hates my looks. she thinks i'm gorgeous but i honestly don't see it. so. there was this one guy. the three of us had spanish together last year. she simply adored him to the point it was molestation. she'd steal his school id and make out with it and kept touching his thigh. it absolutely terrified him. i didn't want any part of it. cuz i had to already listen to the girl the rest of the day. he didn't shrug her off cuz he didn't want to be mean and hurt her. but he avoided her for sure. he was a sophmore, and good looking. she was a freshman and so was i. and well. they were total opposites. he was reclusive and she was loud. i could go on and on. but anyways. she "loved" him all year. and i had to watch. i can honestly say i found him attractive. but i avoided talking with him and seeing him as more than a friend so i wouldn't hurt my friend. but eventually she moved on towards the end of the year and found a new guy. but everyone knew she stilled liked the guy from spanish. of course he thought he was free of her. so its like may and me and her are at a sports banquet for swim since we both swim. and she's txting him. so i ask if i could txt him to. so i got his number from her and began txting. that's when it started. i started txting him nonstop. which was quite normal for me cuz i'm always txting my friends. but the only thing was that i was in danger of falling for him. i figured it would be okay since the girl was into a new guy. but i didn;t want to get my hopes up and get heartbroken. cuz i've been thru that enough times. but we start txting. and truly get to know each other. and turned out he had noticed me quite alot in spanish class. more than i paid attention to myself. and we turned out to litterally have the same personalities and beliefs except for a few things. we talked all the time. then the other girl noticed. and she became jealous. furious. enraged. she wanted him again. she wanted me to back off. i brushed it off and said i only intended to be friends. and he had just become really good friends. but oh how did i know that those words held so little truth. at the time, i believed we'd only be friends. but then, he told me, he had feelings for me this whole time. even more so when he got to know me. by this point, our friendship was so deep. the bond to deep to be broken by the other girl. i resisted for awhile. but the damage had been done unto her and there was no going back with what had formed between me and the guy. but i was still hesitant. so he waited. and when i finally decided that i shouldn't let her stop me from my feelings, i told him, that i liked him back. well it was more like my other friends said they'd attack me if i didn;t get together with the guy cuz when i was with him, we evidently looked like we were meant to be together. which i don't get how, but that;s what they said. so, when i told him that i wouldn't let the other girl hold me back, he told me that he didn't want to get together just yet. he wanted to make sure that his feelings for me were true. he said he didn;t want to hurt me, should he discover that his feelings for me were only nfatuation from talking so much. he decided that i was too precious to break and ruin. that he wouldn't be worhty of a second chance with me if he ruined it. so we waited a month. and then he finally asked me out. wow. i'm like spilling out everything. well anyways. me and him have been together for four months. and the other girl just started cutting two days ago. and she's already been thru like three guys this school year. and she cuts because she cant get a guy. but my boyfriend is the guy that she's always liked most. even now. but i have taken him . and i can no longer see anything wrong with it. he has changed my life entirely. don't ever let another person's feelings stop you from having your own.
but me. she hates me. deep inside, i know she does. she envys how i can talk to guys with ease and be their friend. but the fact is, i can do that because i only want to be a friend. and she hates my looks. she thinks i'm gorgeous but i honestly don't see it.
so. there was this one guy. the three of us had spanish together last year. she simply adored him to the point it was molestation. she'd steal his school id and make out with it and kept touching his thigh. it absolutely terrified him. i didn't want any part of it. cuz i had to already listen to the girl the rest of the day. he didn't shrug her off cuz he didn't want to be mean and hurt her. but he avoided her for sure. he was a sophmore, and good looking. she was a freshman and so was i. and well. they were total opposites. he was reclusive and she was loud. i could go on and on. but anyways. she "loved" him all year. and i had to watch. i can honestly say i found him attractive. but i avoided talking with him and seeing him as more than a friend so i wouldn't hurt my friend. but eventually she moved on towards the end of the year and found a new guy. but everyone knew she stilled liked the guy from spanish. of course he thought he was free of her. so its like may and me and her are at a sports banquet for swim since we both swim. and she's txting him. so i ask if i could txt him to. so i got his number from her and began txting. that's when it started.
i started txting him nonstop. which was quite normal for me cuz i'm always txting my friends. but the only thing was that i was in danger of falling for him. i figured it would be okay since the girl was into a new guy. but i didn;t want to get my hopes up and get heartbroken. cuz i've been thru that enough times. but we start txting. and truly get to know each other. and turned out he had noticed me quite alot in spanish class. more than i paid attention to myself. and we turned out to litterally have the same personalities and beliefs except for a few things. we talked all the time. then the other girl noticed. and she became jealous. furious. enraged. she wanted him again. she wanted me to back off. i brushed it off and said i only intended to be friends. and he had just become really good friends. but oh how did i know that those words held so little truth. at the time, i believed we'd only be friends. but then, he told me, he had feelings for me this whole time. even more so when he got to know me. by this point, our friendship was so deep. the bond to deep to be broken by the other girl. i resisted for awhile. but the damage had been done unto her and there was no going back with what had formed between me and the guy. but i was still hesitant. so he waited. and when i finally decided that i shouldn't let her stop me from my feelings, i told him, that i liked him back. well it was more like my other friends said they'd attack me if i didn;t get together with the guy cuz when i was with him, we evidently looked like we were meant to be together. which i don't get how, but that;s what they said. so, when i told him that i wouldn't let the other girl hold me back, he told me that he didn't want to get together just yet. he wanted to make sure that his feelings for me were true. he said he didn;t want to hurt me, should he discover that his feelings for me were only nfatuation from talking so much. he decided that i was too precious to break and ruin. that he wouldn't be worhty of a second chance with me if he ruined it. so we waited a month. and then he finally asked me out.
wow. i'm like spilling out everything. well anyways. me and him have been together for four months. and the other girl just started cutting two days ago. and she's already been thru like three guys this school year. and she cuts because she cant get a guy. but my boyfriend is the guy that she's always liked most. even now. but i have taken him . and i can no longer see anything wrong with it. he has changed my life entirely. don't ever let another person's feelings stop you from having your own.