i think everyone's looking for a change. it's partly age... not quite an adult, not quite a teenager (according to the government anyway, we're about as inbetween as you get). of course, technically a teenager and everything, but yeah... the uk fails, innit? ^_^
or at least, i know change appeals to me. i pay rent for a place that i hate but never move out even though i could. it's just... i don't know. effort. i sort of like the self-abuse or whatever. i don't have to talk to anyone and there are always fags lying around. i just never miss it when i go. i suppose i don't hate it, but i... dislike... i dislike my life as a rule but shh, i ain't emo ¬_¬
but when life isn't going anywhere and serotonin is lulzing at you, it's just... gosh, do i have another 60 years of this bullshit?
i hope you feel better soon :-)
but yeah, pot noodles? meh, it's all about tesco value... but the one in the cellophane wrapper. heaven that can be bought with pennies.
or at least, i know change appeals to me. i pay rent for a place that i hate but never move out even though i could. it's just... i don't know. effort. i sort of like the self-abuse or whatever. i don't have to talk to anyone and there are always fags lying around. i just never miss it when i go. i suppose i don't hate it, but i... dislike... i dislike my life as a rule but shh, i ain't emo ¬_¬
but when life isn't going anywhere and serotonin is lulzing at you, it's just... gosh, do i have another 60 years of this bullshit?
i hope you feel better soon :-)
but yeah, pot noodles? meh, it's all about tesco value... but the one in the cellophane wrapper. heaven that can be bought with pennies.
/possibly failed to make sense
... it is 9am, after all