Hey Patrick for all its worth an emo would never write this down in the way you did. Some day something will hit you, it will happen trust me when you realise this is nothing to mull over and happiness will come. I don't care if you don't read this. The reason I am who I am is because one person taught me to care about others in a way that made me feel like I wasn't alone. I hope it happens for you. Nothing ever stays the same it will evolve.
-Angie