Okay first things first, i dont believe your being like a psycho... the way your thinking is very rational :)
in my opinion im surprised you've stayed so tame, i would have killed him if he didnt kill himself first but thats me.
He, at the moment is doing what most modern guys think is a reasonable thing to do and is trying to play you as a fool while at the same time being insanely cruel. He sounds like a guy who craves being the center of attention so the chances are that he could be doing this just so you pay attention to him, or he could just be acting like a cruel, manipulative guy.
As far as the rest goes, i think you did the right thing answering the phone... i know people who have already commented may say otherwise but if you truly think about it... if you didnt answer the phone and he did kill himself then you would have had a really guilty conscience about it, and thats hard to live with.
And your going to get through this... from what i know about you :P your a very strong willed person but at the same time you do seem a bit more fragile then usual... so if you need anything, dont even have second thoughts about asking me :)
in my opinion im surprised you've stayed so tame, i would have killed him if he didnt kill himself first but thats me.
He, at the moment is doing what most modern guys think is a reasonable thing to do and is trying to play you as a fool while at the same time being insanely cruel. He sounds like a guy who craves being the center of attention so the chances are that he could be doing this just so you pay attention to him, or he could just be acting like a cruel, manipulative guy.
As far as the rest goes, i think you did the right thing answering the phone... i know people who have already commented may say otherwise but if you truly think about it... if you didnt answer the phone and he did kill himself then you would have had a really guilty conscience about it, and thats hard to live with.
And your going to get through this... from what i know about you :P your a very strong willed person but at the same time you do seem a bit more fragile then usual... so if you need anything, dont even have second thoughts about asking me :)
talk to ya some other time xxx