I feel like this sometimes, like I have a defense or wall that keeps me from fitting in and keeps blocking people out, I wish I had some advice for you but I can't help it either, it's always there and I have a feeling it's always going to be even when I let most of it down, but what I figure is if people make me feel like I have to be constantly watching every move I make, so that I won't do anything stupid, then I probably should find new people to hang out with, but then again that's kind of hard because I'm too scared to do that
February 4th, 2009 at 08:46pm