You have done the best thing you can do in this situation. Writing what you feel down on paper or so everyone can read it, really helps. it may sound corny but there are people that you never even met that can help you through the worst of times. it looks as if everything is falling apart because it is!!!!!! but it can always be repaired. if you need anyone to talk to ever i am always here xxxxx
We're in the same boat. But even though everything seems to be falling apart, we have to never give up (corny as it sounds but it's worth it). If your parents can't talk to you, if you don't have a friend to lean on...then the best way to handle these matters is to pray to God. Surely he will answer your prayers.
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