September 29th, 2009 at 06:09am
If I went to your school, I would be your friend. Usually the 'left out' kids are the coolest. I used to be one. Not fun.
But trust me, you will meet some pretty cool people in your life, that will like you for who you are. It just takes some time. Keep your head up. Middle school is just the beginning. :)
I don't eat lunch with the other people on most days. I'll sit in the Student Help Center and do homework with this older girl that's in there for study hall. She's a better friend than my 'bestie' and honestly, I couldn't tell you her name.
Sometimes I don't get outta bed in the morning. I just lie and say that I'm sick. But I don't recommend that. But, what I do recommend is something that I know would've helped me, no matter how uncomfortable; BRANCH OUT. Go hang out with the loners, the stoners, the emos, the preps, the jocks, the 'nobodies': whoever seems friendly. Just...talk. Be nice. Smile, even when you don't want to.
I know - easier said than done. But just try it. And, I'll be here if you need someone to talk to, to help you through things, or to just vent to. : )