Hm, I understand what you're going through, to a certain degree. I don't think it's possible to move on but that's my opinion, some people do manage to move on though. Just try thinking of the people that ARE there with you, think of the people that have been by your side your whole life, think of the people that love you. That's all that should matter because even if your father wasn't there to take responsibility, there are also the people that have been able to watch you grow into the person you are now. Know that you're not alone and that feeling hurt and feeling the pain is a totally normal feeling. When you're ready to let go, you'll know.
December 9th, 2009 at 06:49pm