I didn't read them (probably because I was being a dick myself and hadn't been on Mibba since last October) but don't be embarrassed, I could never think you were an asshole.
aww I never read your entries, but people that commented on this entry are right you know. And I never thought of you as a 'depressed, stuck, generally mopey person'. It's quite the opposite. You leave the impression of a very brave, creative and I-know-what-to-do-with-my-life girl. So what if you dropped out of college? It's better to do what you want than to pass your days thinking you made a bad decision. :) And it's true; I don't know you and I found you on mibba through Project Fiction. But I really liked the way you write, think and act and that has made me into one of your supporters. You are a nice person, anyone can tell that and that is why no one judges you for being whiny or whatever. (No one has the right to judge you):D
I'll just keep this simple and say that there's no need to worry. We all know you're strong and everyone has the right to complain every once in a while. It's human nature. :)
hahaha we all know this already!! I mean, you really really have to be motivated to apply to the 8 (?!) colleges you actually want to go to this year and write nearly 3 stories as well!! you know exactly what you want to do in your future and you're extremely dedicated to bettering yourself on it... so yeah, just saying... that's pretty awesome :)
and ps. it's alright. we all have our whiney omg-what-is-happening-in-my-life moments haha
psh. You know you've got a solid foundation of support no matter what. We may not know you... okay, I may not know you personally, but everyone needs a chance to bitch and moan.
Besides, at least you've done something about it instead of just sitting around waiting for the problem to solve itself. I'm glad things are moving along for you.