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Oh my God Bethybear. Bethany. Whatever. I am here for you. I feel like crying. Honestly. Last year my best friend dealed with anorexia and to be quite honest, she wasn't outward about it. You could tell and everything but she never once talked to me about it and when I brought it up, even subtly, she turned me down. I talked to a bunch of people about it and they told me that there was nothing I could do. So I sat there and watched as she continually ate barely anything and then worked out for hours to burn it off.

She's healthy now, thanks to her parents, but it was hard. And I want you to know that if you're like her, and you don't want to talk about it with me, that's fine. But if you do, I will always be here for you. Give me your email address, whatever. I'm here.

Also, remember how I went to the mental hospital for five days last year? Guess what? I haven't felt suicidal since. Nor have I been majorly depressed. I know how to handle these situations, babe. So if you want someone that knows what you're going through...here I am!

And if you want me, too (and maybe even if you don't want me to), I'm going to come on here every day (hopefully...stupid school) and tell you just how beautiful and amazing and talented you truly are. Because I don't want you to ever, ever doubt yourself and your abilities. You are such a beautiful person, inside and out, and I don't ever want you to think otherwise. People can be mean, they can make crude remarks, but I know...I know the truth: you are beautiful, plain and simple, and I love you.

You probably don't know me, because I'm a silent reader, but I will greatly miss you and your fabulous writing.

I really hope things work out for you, dear. And remember that you ARE beautiful, no matter what you may see staring back at you in the mirror. <3