I'm sick of this life. +Questions - Comments

1. Find cuts online that you lime then show them to the hairdresser.
2.I pretty sure inder my bed
3.Yes, but then i found out it id better to be single than have a new bf every week. I am waiting for someone that i actualy know and like. not some guy i have known for 1 week and I think he is hot.
4.Yes, currently i am thinking about it alot
5.Mat :D

Also,
1. Cut it short, like just above shoulder length, and get scene streaks.
2. I'm pretty sure my cat is eating them.
3. Yes. Right now. If Viktor doesn't effing do something about it, I'll blow his balls off.
4. I don't own a rock |: But sometimes I don't wanna get up, which is basically the same thing, I guess.
5. ............... Viktor?

Nik, listen.
Your boy you like + boy likes you = instant connection, going out is BULL.
It doesn't always work like that. I mean, look at me and Viktor. Or Kylie and Keith. Jack and Amber, Lorin and Matt. Our group is one big singles circle.
Just coz you like a guy, and the feeling is reciprocated, doesn't mean that you will go out with him. It all just ends in sexual tension.

As for the 'whale' thing, you are basically calling everyone else in the group fat by calling yourself fat. You are the what, third skinniest girl in the group? Look at me or Katie. WE have thunder thighs, not you. EAT. Remember what I told you this afternoon; Not eating DOES NOT make you skinnier. It makes you bloat then get skeletal, and I promise you that guys don't like skeletons. They'd much rather a girl with legs. I've asked around, and I know.

Much love, Evie. I love your plain brown hair how it is.

Nik, What the fucking fuck. Of course you have people!! Me, Kylie, Evie, Sam!! And stop saying your fat!! You are no where fat!
Nik, That's how anorexics start out. Seeing fat in the mirror, skipping meals. You are not ana, you are not fat, and you are not hated by everyone, I'm your cousin, I know this. You also told me Belly rings were disgusting. If anyone was to get one, it would look good on you. Whenever you try tell me your fat, you try grab some, but you just grab skin. that IS NOT fat. Don't be stupid. And as for the boys, you just haven't met the right one.
1. Your hair is fine. But if you want to change it, go ahead.
2. The purple elephants. Little Pr*cks.
3.No, As I've told you, i don't think i need one. I couldn't care less
4. Yes. That's natural, love.
5. Already holding Jacob. Yes, My teddy (:

P.S Sorry for totally raping your comments. I love you <3

1. Dye it a different color I suppose.
2. Not really sure.
3. I have. Many times actually.
4. That feeling is quite common for me.
5. I'm not really sure.

P.S. I'm sure those "popular people" will get what they deserve someday.
& don't forget to get more than one opinion on changing your hairstyle / colour! :D

I think my response will turn out to be a bit biased, considering
I am in a really good mood (it's my birthday today) &
also because there was a suicide discussion group today.
(It's suicide prevention month apparently. coughcough.)

Just know that I understand what you mean by the whole boy thing,
as well as the perception of how you see yourself. It's a constant
struggle (hell, a BATTLE) with ourselves and it's difficult to "get over."
I'm here if you need to talk. (:

- A new hairstyle, as you suggested, would be good. Change is productive. (:
- . . .still trying to figure that out. I always lose them in the washing machine.
- Hopeless? Maybe. Single? Yeah. But I'm not that sad about it.
- Hell yes. Who doesn't?
- I'm not sure. I want to hug someone, I guess. That counts, I think.