Done. [just some venting.] - Comments

Okay,
So I know everybody says dont kill yourself and such, and I'll probably get b!tched at for saying this but, do whatever you think is right.
If I were to kill myself I would do it because that's what I want to do with my life. And if your friends truly respect you and love you they'll understand your choice.
My friends would.
So, just do what you feel needs to be done with your life, and just to let you know, I'll support you through whatever choice you happen to make.

Killing yourself is NEVER the answer.
Think of everyone you would be hurting because of your death. Envision your funeral. Do you really want to think about your parents crying and weaping and possibly never understanding why there daughter killed herself? Envision your friends weaping from your loss.
You may think sucide is a gain, but it's not. Terminating your existance is NEVER and option. EVER.
Who gives a shit if girls think you are a bitch? You and your friends know you're not. You need to stop thinking about what people think of you.
Also, if you killed yourself, thinking of the future. What if, in the future, you meet the guy of your dreams? What if you get into a fantastic college? What if you become the C.E.O. of a company? What if you have kids? You never know. Don't kill yourself.
No matter how bad it may seem, it'll get worse if you kill yourself. Once you kill yourself, there is no start over. No 'Try again' button. It's Gameover girl.

The gain would be an end to the pain I've experienced for the past 5 years.
As much as you say you don't care about what others say, it will still bother you and those are the things you don't forget.

but thanks for your input.

Don't think about killing yourself! What would you gain from that?

Don't care about what others think about you.
You have to seperate what you know about yourself and what people think of you.
You have to know who you are.
And that's what matters.
Think about the good things in this life, and aim for them!
Not everyday's going to be good, but there will be something good in everyday, also something good in everyone.