Confessions - Just because I feel like it. - Comments

If you ever need some one to talk to you're more then welcome to message me any time dear I understand a lot of what you're going through and sometimes talking to a stranger can be a big help I mean a stranger isn't as harsh as a friend and they arnt judgmental like parnts or teachers can be

I might in the future, but for now I don't think I'm ready for that...

That's how I was as well. Just remember that no one can hurt you except you. And the main extreme reason to go is because you want to. Don't force yourself. Also you get to meet people that are even more fucked up than you, ha. Not to be rude but it feels great to know that someone knows how you feel and you can talk to them. Going to the hospital was the best decision I've made all year. Don't worry about it.

My problem with going to a hospital is I'm scared of them.... If I'm in one for too long I start having a panic attack... (Had to go to one recently for an x-ray and was constantly squirming in my chair because I felt so uncomfortable and jittery.) I have thought about it before though...

Wow. I can comepletely relate. The problem is when you hurt yourself to much you tear yourself apart more. I had to stay at the hospitol for a week for that. If you need help and are suicidal. Go there. I'm not even kidding. My life is 5 times better. In your case? Maybe 10 times better. It helps you not be so paranoid and helps you cope. It's great. Hope you feel better. Just know that no one can hear what your thinking and no one is watching you constantly except when you want someone to. Good luck in this fucked up world.