*hugs* He's going to miss out big time. You can add me to the list of people who want to kick his ¤ss. If he can't see what he had then he clearly isn't "the one".
Tyrga's -- Maybe...there are probably a few other people in line with you.
Katsumi -- Thank you sweetie. That's kind of what I'm thinking I'm just not sure if I'm thinking it because of the fact that I don't want to go to Montana to live or if it's because I really want to do that. I have to actually let the shock wear off so I can really think.
Sweetie go a head and scream cry curse eat some ice cream or choco or what ever you want for a little while its perfectly fine for a day or so to moop about something as big as your engagement being broken off
Don't take forever doing these things but having a broken engagment is pretty big stuff and its okay to cry, but once you feel better just remind your self to keep moving forward and honestly I don't think going back home would really help you like you said it'd be like running the state you're in is a big state I'm sure their is enough room for you both just keep your head up and remind your self you've a job and other things to keep you busy