I had a problem very smiliar. I started cutting when i was 13. I would have panic attacks, and, all i could do was, scratch myself bloody till i stopped shaking. I have been with this guy for a year, He met me at the most difficult time of my life. We had just moved from Germany to the states, meaning i had to leave behind, the best school id ever been too (ive jumped through 4 diffrent schools since then) And the only real friends id ever had. SO, when we moved back, i was done. I wanted to go to sleep and never wake up, but i knew i had to do something, tell someone, so i told this guy i barely knew, we had been talking for a few months, ive known him my whole life, so i trusted him. And he told me, that whenever i felt upset enough to cut, to call him, so i did. Every time. No matter the situation. and it worked, i haven't cut in 10 months. Lifes gotten better. Hes my support system. So, find someone that you can talk to anytime you have that feeling.. I hope this helped, its alot to read. but, I just know that having someone always there helped me alot. :) Hope things work out, and best of luck.
October 6th, 2011 at 02:55am
