Sometimes I just need to let everything out. - Comments

I understand that. Sometimes it feels like I had this forever. I deal with it every single day. I use to have attacks so bad, it became painful. There days when its strong and I can't deal with the world and there's days that I can. My ex friends tried to understand but they didn't care. They often didn't beleive me about it. I have no one who understands, I'm alone with this. And I'm starting to be okay with that. Your weclome :)

Kookiezz - Actually, that sounds a lot like me. I'm pretty much the exact same way when it comes to people ringing the doorbell and little things like that. I start to freak out when a car takes the same turn as I do and assume they're following me. Take care, as well.

Antagonist - My mom had a similar case where she was put on medication, but I'm afraid to do that. I worry too much about the side effects and becoming dependent on it. I don't even like taking pills for when I have a headache. But I'm glad your brother's doing better. It's nice to hear that someone can overcome things like this. It can be a fairly heavy burden to bear.

My brother has anxiety problems and we didn't know until he got arrested and a social worker made him go to therapy for anger and we found out about the anxiety. They put him on medication and he's doing sooo much better.

I have the same problem. I don't trust anyone, I don't believe in anything, I think everyone is a threat out to get me, I'm always looking behind my shoulder, I'm constantly suspicious, I worry about every detail, i always think i'm seeing things.... *sigh* all over stupid things too. If the doorbell rings or if the dogs bark at something outside the window, i automatically assume someones trying to break into the house and murder me. If i'm on the computer, I can't trust any website i haven;t been previously on because i'm afraid my computer will get infected. I'm so out of it that I'm scared to think something bad because i'm afraid karma will get me when i don't even really believe in karma. I think it all has something, or a lot, to do with the fact i have (what i think is) clinical depression. or some sort of depression... anyway, hope your case isn't as bad as mine... take care. x_x

Fantasy Monroe - I know how those panic attacks feel. But see, I don't even know how long I've had it. I mean, I remember the time in my life when I didn't have it (like when I was little) and then I remember the time in my life that I did have it. If that makes any sense? I just can't specify a certain age, I can only guess. But yeah, I really hope I can find a way for it to go away and I hope you can, too. And thanks for the offer of talking, I might have to take you up on that someday. :)

Wow. I know how you feel. I have anxiety as well. Every time I have an attack I pass out. I had it since I was 15 and I'm 19 now. My mom doesn't understand it and thinks its in my head, my dad somewhat does. I've tried seeing as therapist but my parents were not for it, saying it was a waste of money. And my mom hated the fact I would be talking to some stranger and now her. I finally realized it will always be with me and there's nothing I can do. Yes in time I have control is better then I have but its never going away at least for me. I hate it, I wish I never had it.

I hope in time you do get over it and it does go away. And if you ever need someone to talk too, I'm here.