April 27th, 2012 at 10:12pm
Anti Depressants are one of the HORRIBLEST medications you can ever take, Ive never taken them myself and trust me.... Ive suffered the WORST on depression and self harming... its not easy, and your mom is not the worst person ever because she recommended anti depressants, she wants you to be happy and be have control over yourself. But she doesnt know maybe either how to help you or what to suggest.
But do talk to someone you trust about these things, about hurting yourself and all that, because it could lead to something very dangerous. Learn how to control your emotions and build yourself up emotionally and mentally. It is not easy, I know, Ive been there, done that, am I proud of it? No, not even a little bit, it sucks looking at those scars and taking you back to when that crap was done. Yea it felt good, but the effects later was really not that great.
Just for right now, talk to someone who can relate to you, or someone who is mature, wont judge, and will help you, like dru runs this town. said, a counselor or a doctor might help, and if you dont want to take anti depressants, then dont. I never took them, and I have a serious case of depression, so far Im working myself through just fine, of course with the help of my mom <3 But yea please do talk to someone about this, because you cant go through it alone, no matter how many times you tell yourself you can, you cant, your only hurting yourself more.
May I please see your medical degree?