Merp. - Comments

@ DFTB_Ashley
No problem, I'm glad I could help. Besides, "mopey teenage blog" entries are usually the kind that need the most support. :P

@ the.only.ems
Why herrow there nerdfighter :)

Thank you for commenting, and please know, I am taking this advice to heart. It means a lot that you, a total stranger, would take the time out of your day to comment on a mopey teenage blog entry. DFTBA.

Forgive me, but I originally wasn't going to comment. However, right as I was about to X this tab, I caught a glimpse of your second to last word. "DFTBA".

Well hello, fellow nerdfighter! I wholeheartedly agree with this entry. Sometimes I wish I could lock myself up in a mansion for the rest of my life and never see anyone, but then I think of how lonely that'd be. If I can't deal with being lonely when I'm hanging out with my friends, how will I deal with having NO friends?

Wow, the more I read, the more I realize how this sounds almost exactly like me. Oh, goodness. *hugs you* I know it's hard. Nothing ever seems like it's enough, does it? There are brief happy moments, but they just leave you feeling empty. Wondering why you were even allowed that happiness. If it doesn't last, why does it exist? But dear, there is a way out. I don't know it, but I know there is one. There always is. Please hang in there.

I know it's tough, and sometimes you just don't want to, but my advice would be to just let all your feelings out. Do it in a blog entry. Do it in a private journal. Just express everything you've been feeling, why you think you've been feeling that way, and what you wish would happen so that you could be happy again. When you're finished--this is the hard part--share it with someone. Let someone know how you're feeling. Most of the time, humans are oblivious to one another's feelings. They have no idea what you're going through. And you will feel so much better if you have someone who understands. So let them know.

Then again, I don't know if this will make any sense. I just hope you know that you're not alone. I'm sure many people can relate. I know I can. Stay strong. ♥