So is that him admitting he used me? *It doesn't sound like he used you* Is that me admitting I love him? *You may, you just don't want to admit it to yourself because you don't want to believe it. You're protecting yourself. Is this him stringing me along? *If he is willing to say "It's because you love me." he is kind of dangling it in your face. Like putting a rubber worm on a hook for a fish to eat. You're the fish, he's the fisher. Don't eat the pretend worm. Learn to tell the rubber worm from the live worm. I hope that makes sense.* Does any of it actually mean anything? *Yes. It does.* How could I ever have a chance when he loved/still loves her? *He may love her...that doesn't mean it will last forever. In the darkest of times, you have to find a glimmer of hope. That hope is always there. How could I compare to her? *Pshh. Don't compare yourself to her. That is not fair. You are two completely different human beings.* How could I ever be worth anything compared to her? *Every human being is worth another. You're worth it.* She's gorgeous and thin and popular. I'm just me. *Maybe "just me" is what he is looking for. If not him, another guy will soon wander into your life. You may or may not love him,but remember he is not the only guy on Earth. I know it feels like it, but he's not. Remember that.* And no matter how many times he assures me that I'm good enough, I know better.*Obviously you don't, because you are good enough.*
Is that me admitting I love him? *You may, you just don't want to admit it to yourself because you don't want to believe it. You're protecting yourself.
Is this him stringing me along? *If he is willing to say "It's because you love me." he is kind of dangling it in your face. Like putting a rubber worm on a hook for a fish to eat. You're the fish, he's the fisher. Don't eat the pretend worm. Learn to tell the rubber worm from the live worm. I hope that makes sense.*
Does any of it actually mean anything? *Yes. It does.*
How could I ever have a chance when he loved/still loves her? *He may love her...that doesn't mean it will last forever. In the darkest of times, you have to find a glimmer of hope. That hope is always there.
How could I compare to her? *Pshh. Don't compare yourself to her. That is not fair. You are two completely different human beings.*
How could I ever be worth anything compared to her? *Every human being is worth another. You're worth it.*
She's gorgeous and thin and popular. I'm just me. *Maybe "just me" is what he is looking for. If not him, another guy will soon wander into your life. You may or may not love him,but remember he is not the only guy on Earth. I know it feels like it, but he's not. Remember that.* And no matter how many times he assures me that I'm good enough, I know better.*Obviously you don't, because you are good enough.*