My heart is breaking - Comments

@ Psychotic Secrets
That's actually a really good idea, just to tell people small things that you like about them. I'm glad that you found a way to help. I might start doing something like that. It's the little things that count.

@ Carpe Diem !

Thank you. I believe in Karma and she has hit my abusers very hard.

I do the same. I was the girl in my school to be friends with anyone that wanted one. I helped as many people as possible. My school was full with really mean people and they were so mean to the kids in the Special Education Program.

I don't see anything wrong with kids in that program. It always made made me so mad. I tried my best with waving and smiling to make them feel better. I even wrote affirmations, a letter that told them what I liked about them, to the kids in my classes. They were always so happy to get one.

Affirmations were so silly to everyone else because we were forced to write them. Because we couldn't say, "I like your hair" or "You have pretty teeth", it had to be real. No one enjoyed it more than those kids. Breaks my heart when people make fun of them.

@ Psychotic Secrets
I couldn't agree with you more. I try as much as I can daily to just give people small encouragements, to tell those that are feeling down that I think they're beautiful. But I don't make it known that I do that, really. I just put in what small efforts that I can. I feel like most people aren't genuine about it, and it makes me sad. I know some people really do have good intentions, I just wish EVERYONE did.

I'm really sorry that you were ever pushed that far. I don't think anyone deserves to feel that way, and I hope that you don't ever feel that way. You deserve to feel that way, and for all the people who tortured you, I apologize on their behalf.. cause you deserve for someone to say sorry.

It's really unsettling when I I hear someone took their life. To be honest I always think, "that could be me." Then I try to understand what could have possibly broke them to do that.

I've been to the edge most of my life, but only a handful of times have I ever tried to go over.

This whole anti-bulling campaign actually p*sses me off. Because for years teachers have just watched as I was tortured in school and so many others. My parents didn't care, they went though it. NOW there is a sudden uproar?

My cousin is in that campaign and I can honestly say he doesn't deserve to be the face for that. He bullies everyone around him...on a daily bases. Same with my school. The ones who are against it actually tortured so many people. I could understand if they wanted to stop but they have not.

It's just a bandwagon, but I wish it was for something that could be so "fake". People don't honestly want it to change, they think it will make them look good in other's eyes.