Ages since my first blog post and Life Decisions - Comments

Any time! It would have help me immensely if I had someone to give me reassurance before I figured my life out, so I know how it feels. If you ever need a chat just message me :-) xo

@ GemVicious
Wow. Thankyou. I think you just put my mind at rest a little ... :) I totally get where you're coming from with 'I'd rather be poor and surrounded by the people I love, rather than being bored working in (for example) an office job or something. And yep growing up just isn't what I originally thought it would be, as it sucks but it is awesome at the same time :L

Thanks again for your reply and taking your own time just to put an ordinary (but freaky) teen's mind at rest :) It helps a lot and I can almost feel the stress just escaping from my body because of your reassurance x

Let me just tell you something honey! I am nineteen, a mother to a one year old son, I've dropped out of highschool - twice!, changed my mind about almost everything I've set my mind on, but one thing I know for certain is that if I follow my heart (rather than my brain) I will be happy. I mean, I'd rather be poor, surrounded by the people I love and doing something I enjoy than have money and bored out of my brains every day. If I thought with my brain instead of my heart I wouldn't have my darling son - I chose love over rationality because I don't want to be normal, or 'better' off in life - I want to do whatever the hell I want to do, and nothing will stop me. So, don't let it bother you too much, as I still am uncertain of where I want to go in my life and no matter what you choose, your parents will still love you (I say this as a mother, because I am certain that no matter what path my son chooses, I will still adore him). Don't stress, you're young! Just enjoy yourself, because before you know it you will be wishing you were a teenager again - let's face it, growing up actually isn't as fun as it seems and I would rather be a teenager any day! Hold on to your dreams, and be whoever you want to be. Xo