I know exactly what you mean. It's a burning desire that can never be quenched. I did exactly what you did for years. It's terrible but once you start it's almost impossible to stop. It's an addiction. Since its been triggered by very thin girls let me tell you this.
No matter what the magazines say, your family says or your friends. It doesn't matter what the random guys say, or even the random girls. It doesn't matter what anyone says; you are good enough. You are beautiful and stunning and no one can ever take that away from you. It doesn't matter if you wear size one pants or size 18. You are a very beautiful woman. I know trying to believe it is very hard. But you are. There is girls out there who would maul someone over the change to look like you.
Some boys might think being extremely thin is pretty; some think being very overweight is gorgeous. But most boys just want a confident girl who is smart and will love them. If a guy tells you are not pretty enough, skinny enough or I don't know blonde enough; you tell that son of a bitch he's not good enough. Anyone who is judge you only for your looks isn't worth your time.
You are beautiful and don't let anyone else make you believe other wise. Now if more problems rise from anywhere else it's just the same; It doesn't matter. A lot of that stuff will to away once you get out of high school. People mature more and they do treat you a bit better.
No matter what the magazines say, your family says or your friends. It doesn't matter what the random guys say, or even the random girls. It doesn't matter what anyone says; you are good enough. You are beautiful and stunning and no one can ever take that away from you. It doesn't matter if you wear size one pants or size 18. You are a very beautiful woman. I know trying to believe it is very hard. But you are. There is girls out there who would maul someone over the change to look like you.
Some boys might think being extremely thin is pretty; some think being very overweight is gorgeous. But most boys just want a confident girl who is smart and will love them. If a guy tells you are not pretty enough, skinny enough or I don't know blonde enough; you tell that son of a bitch he's not good enough. Anyone who is judge you only for your looks isn't worth your time.
You are beautiful and don't let anyone else make you believe other wise. Now if more problems rise from anywhere else it's just the same; It doesn't matter. A lot of that stuff will to away once you get out of high school. People mature more and they do treat you a bit better.