My Stupid Feelings - Comments

@ dizzy dreamer.

No prob! My inbox is always open.. :)

Pierce the Veil and Austin Carlile are the only ones that I look up to,...
Ahhh I'll message you if I ever need a friend. Music tends to help me a lot but a friend who understands me would be nice to have.
thank you.

@ dizzy dreamer.
I am proud that you haven't cut since last year! Be strong!
Adult life is useless, I want my life to be surrounded by bands and traveling and maybe even working with/for some bands.

and I disagree, though we all feel useless at times, there is a purpose for us in the world. Like Austin Carlile says "Life will never put you through more than you can handle" and he's right. there are times when you just want to die, but you have to just loo at those thoughts and say "fuck you, you don't control me" if your anything like me you know that you can turn to music to be there when no one else will..

I know I don't know you personally, but I'll be here if you need to talk. And live. Live for me, for your favorite bands. I see you profile pic is Mike Fuentes.. Live for him. :D if you ever wanna talk you can message me.. :)

You are not alone. I'm always having suicidal thoughts. I don't remember the last time I cut but it was last year and I'm trying so hard to not go there again. I also don't want to grow up. all my friends work, go to college and have a life and I don't like the adult life. I hate bills, i hate paying to go to college and I just don't want that life. I want to be a kid forever.
Every time I'm driving I keep wanting to crash on purpose or drive off a cliff so i can just end my life. Or sometimes I pray and hope to God that I get cancer or something that will end my life. I really do hate my life. Everything about it.
I'm fat also. Every crush I ever had never liked me back and I always blame myself because of my weight. I feel like I'll never have a boyfriend...I understand what you're going through. I sometimes feel like my friends talk behind my back and only hang out with me because they feel bad.
I made me a list of things I want to do before I die...and I just need two more things before it can be complete. I might sound ridiculous but I'm worthless. There's nothing for me to live for.