June 9th, 2013 at 12:29am
I don't think you are a bad friend, if you normally don't do stuff like that she most likely deserved it if she was able to get that reaction from you. I don't know yet, we haven't got our grades yet, but I probably won't graduate either because I fail some classes. And I have also slapped my best friend once (it was a few years ago though, and she deserved it because she was always a bitch to me), so at least I kind of understand what you're feeling.
What are you doing now, though? I am so scared right now because I have no idea what I'm gonna do if I don't graduate and either way I have really bad grades so I still have no hope of going anywhere. It just sucks so bad.
Thanks for trying to understand, it's been bothering me since I did it...
What I'm doing right now though, is worrying about an exam next week. I only have one more but our graduation already passed so it's really stupid. Aside from that, I'll have to finish math and chemistry next year. But I'm really freaking out wondering: What if I can't ever do it? What am I going to do for the rest of my life?
This really wasn't how I imagined my life at 18, that's what I can tell you. It sucks. And what's worse, was that I saw my life getting to this point and couldn't do much to stop it. It seemed each time I tried harder life kicked me in the ass...
That's what I'm doing.