Would you kill yourself to be beautiful? - Comments

@ GooGooBeatle
Jealous haha. Omg tell Maccy D's to suck out! I just dye my hair plain black, pretty bring but whatever lol

Don't feel dumb. About 25 other people thought I was talking about looks as well and they didn't realise i was talking about eating disorders so you know, it's fine! :)

Story of my life. I absolutely hate eating in front of people. It's turned into a massive phobia and it sucks. I'm bulimic with ana tendencies. (Currently haven't eaten for 3 days now and I feel absolutely free) I'm glad you didn't turn ana though, it's not something i'd promote lol. I recently started a story called Bones. It's about Anorexia and Bulimia. It's sort of a way for me to escape it.

When I started dying my hair I did blonde and Reddish-blonde a lot, then just red, then I did purple and black and fell in love with it <33 Then I got a job at Mc. Donalds and had to lose the "crazy colored" hair, so I did a natural looking red :P

By the way, I just realized you meant having an eating disorder and such ._. I feel dumb now xD

I am concerned with staying healthy and stuff, I have a fear of becoming overweight, but I'm not extreme about it. I was on the verge of becoming anorexic about a year ago, but never actually did. Also, I don't like to eat around people usually because I don't want them to think of me as "piggy" or anything, so they end up thinking I'm anorexic and such. It's annoying because it's not for any reason like that, I just don't like eating in front of most people, it just makes me uncomfortable. >.>

@ GooGooBeatle
Dying hair is zee best. What colour/colours do you normally go for? :P

@ little sparrow.
Haha. I guess WE can be flat chested buddies xD

@ Immoderate;;
Oh... xD Either way, I'll just stick with dying my hair every so often and keep it at that c: No pain usually comes from it. lol.

@ little sparrow.
Don't mention it lol. Well you can call me Jason or Jamie, it's up to you. Nice to meet you too Ashlee. Aw thank you, you too!

Haha it's honestly fine. It just happened on my other blog as well. My dad keeps telling me I'm too feminine but I just brush it off my shoulders lol.

@ Immoderate;;
Ha ha, well my bad twice then and it's nice to meet you Jason, I'm Ashlee and if you ever want to talk I'm here for you

And I'm sorry people think you're a girl

@ little sparrow.
I will check out your story! Oh, talk about intimidating! Haha.
Well this blog links to the story about killing yourself to be beautiful. Everybody on this blog thought i was talking about looks like "doing your hair every morning" or "waxing" but really I meant having an eating disorder and being skinny lol.
The boy in the story is Jason and I'm Jason. My name is actually Jamie but I changed it to Jason. Nice to meet you haha. :]

LOL it's fine, most people on this site do that. I'm so used to it so it's not a problem.

@ Immoderate;;
I have one story where I have readers just commenting for me to update and it gets kind of terrifying but that's a little silly to unsubscribe after a few days without an update

And the second I saw the little blue guy sign I was just like "dammit Ashlee"

@ little sparrow.
Lmao,, welp everybody on this site keeps thinking I'm a girl, until I tell them I'm a boy and they're all "Omg so sorry 4give me lord jesus" xD
:3
I lost subs because i havnt updates in 3 days, pfft sad really. :l

@ Immoderate;;
Well I've had people think I'm a boy before so... and you're very welcome!

@ little sparrow.
Well I'm actually a boy so I'm flat chested as it is but hell yaa we can still be flat chested buddies.

And thank for the comment on my story, the rec and the sub! I appreciate it.

@ Immoderate;;
We can be flat cheated buddies! Ha ha

@ little sparrow.
Finally someone who understands me.

@ GooGooBeatle
I'm flat as a board so I feel your pain

@ little sparrow.
I wax as well, who cares.
I feel sorry for you though haha.

@ GooGooBeatle
Who cares? Not me.
If you get plastic surgery I think when you're a granny your tits will still look like a 25 year olds. Well it's nice to see a lot of different views on this. I feel so bad because i haven't replied to anybody on this blog but oh well.

What I'm about to say is awkward, but whatever :P

I'm flat chested, like seriously. And I've thought about plastic surgery crap to change that before, but honestly the idea of it scares me, something could go wrong, it's too much money for something that's not INCREDIBLY important, and it's just look weird later on in life, especially when I'm an old lady with saggy tits.

So, yes, I've thought about it. But no, I wouldn't actually go through pain or anything just to be "beautiful".

I do everytime I wax ha ha, but I ha e super thick hair that ruins razors (gross and TMI sorry) so I kind if have to or I look like a Wookie

@ park chanyeol
I wouldn't recommend lipo suction, tbh. You don't look that overweight, you could easily lose the "extra pudge" with exercise and a few changes in eating habits.

@ deandra the new girl
I have a high tolerance to pain, so waxing my legs, plucking my brows and whatnot barely bother me. Lucky, I guess.

Personally, I'm torn with this one. While, yes, I admittedly do want to be "beautiful", at least to myself, I am also really bad with pain and shy away from it as much as I can. Although, I have been told by many people that liposuction is really painful once you get over the anesthesia and pain killers, but I still consider it a lot. (Yes that is my idea of making myself beautiful: weight loss. I'm not saying overweight people are ugly, that is just what I think about myself, haha XD) But yeah, I would definitely consider going through pain if it enabled me to see myself as beautiful.