I'm 41 years old. I've had a lot of problems and still have them. But I am slowly accepting that things do get better, little by little. I also agree with what Mrs. Brightside said. You should see a doctor. It took me until I was 30 to get the right help and it has made a big difference! I know you're a Mars fan. Jared Leto told me to stay strong and I'm passing that message onto you.
Hi, I care about your existence. And I think that the best thing to do would be to see a doctor. You're not crazy and you're not alone. A lot of people struggle with this type of thing. Please don't give up.