November 30th, 2013 at 03:17pm
I've been told to suck it up so many times that I've lost count. I told the school about my bullying numerous times, and they've done absolutely nothing but told me to get over it. I told them about the worst things that have ever happened to me; things I find really hard to talk about, and was told that my problems were insignificant to them. I'm 16 years old and I've attempted suicide seven times because of bullying, and people will always tell me to suck it up and get over it.
It's bullshit.
I have PTSD and a phobia of schools due to how badly I was bullied. I wasn't even safe in my own bedroom, they got caught breaking into my room with a knife.
Every single day is a struggle for me, even my real name is a trigger but my mother wont let officially change it. The town I grew up in which the closest big place to where I live is a trigger too.
Unfortunately it happens in adulthood just as much as at school. As far as I'm concerned this world is hell. there is no bright spot, no warmth, just hell. And I have a son who I have to send to the deepest part of hell every weekday. I detest myself for putting him through that. I just keep telling myself, this is his experience not mine.
People who say to suck it up are evil