Happy 18th Birthday to nichkhun horvejkul aka Nikki aka the ikki part of Kikki - Comments

@ nichkhun horvejkul
Mmmkay,

@ Xia;
aha, it's okay baby, you can study with me *says while looking all fly & shit with that bad girl sex hair*

@ nichkhun horvejkul
Good idea! Because then you definitely will be by then. :)
I never studied for my driver's test. That's probably a bad thing. .__.

@ Xia;
i'm chickening out & begging my dad to give me one more week. i'll be solid by then

@ nichkhun horvejkul
Atta, girl! :D
He is good, no?
Are you taking the official test tomorrow??

@ Xia;
look, i just got a 85% on my second dmv practice test. *pats junsu's fluffy head* he's good i see why you love him

@ nichkhun horvejkul
Lmao, I'm sure he can help you with your driving test.

aw, bb don't cry! *starts singing exo's baby don't cry*

i'll be mia with you're bf tonight...he'll be helping me in bed --- to study for my driver's lol, ily

@ nichkhun horvejkul
Ugh, you're going to make me cry now!
I'm just happy that me trying to be there for you may help some. I care about you, of course! You are so strong and there's no way I could handle what you do. You're so inspiring. <33

I love you too and enjoy Junsu.

omg, i'm crying! thank you so much kylee! i'm so blessed to just have you in my life & i'm so happy that we're this close. like...really, people like you are so hard to find & so hard to treasure & *dramatically wipes face of tears* really, it's like kindergarten for me all over again bc i really only ever had one person like you & at such a young age, you're not able to appreciate it. but i appreciate you every second of every day & just the thought of having someone like you in my life is such a blessing (i feel like i'm repeating these things over & over again, but you made me cry so your fault)

i think about all the struggles i went through & personally speaking, you're one of the reasons as to why i came out of it like "yes, i can do this. i know i can, i will" our friendship is so innocent even if we talk about sex (or i talk about sex) like all the time lol & it's that type of friendship where you can just say whatever & go from one topic to the next without feeling annoyed or bored.

i realized how much closeness we shared after our skype date. like...sheesh, three hours of just talking about random nothings. starting off with the "wtf...i can't hear/see you." to the, stupid rants & senti-mental things that you really don't share or open up to with anyone else.

i realized how close we were bc i talked about things i never would honestly talk about with other's & *pulls yoochun's shirt off to wipe at tears while stroking his fair skin* really, i feel like everyone needs someone like you in their life. someone as honest & beautiful & caring. like, that's all i ever wanted being as complicated as a person i am. lol, i always saw myself as just that & that's one of the reasons as to why no one liked me or liked having me around, but when i see how close we are & our relationship, it's like...wow, someone cares about me this much. wow, someone actually drops in with a, "how are you feeling today? msg back soon so i know!" when i'm sick. like, someone worries about my health, someone worries about how much i eat, how many hours i sleep, how i carry myself, how my mood is, how people offend me, all that stuff.

i never had that with anyone else, & when i see all the little things you do for me, it really...wow like i can't explain it. you're so good, so kind-hearted. lol, like i was actually joking about the crying stuff, but really, i have a box of tissues next to me right now. you don't know how much you & this friendship means to me, like it's unbelieveable. ily so much, kylee & i thank you for giving me junsu for the night.