Forever Alone - Comments

@ Stormborn
Exactly.. I'm so worried about what's going to happen if I finally do get into a relationship, I can't even tell you. And about your parents asking if you were gay, that's really awful:( Mine have never done that.. though now that I think about it eesh they may have just assumed, as all of my celebrity crushes are really feminine anyways.. huh crazy a lot of the conversations I've had with my mom suddenly make more senseO.o

@ Stormborn
Welcome:) Really? LIke seriously, living in a world where losing your phone is worse than losing your virginity. Keeping your virginty just means that you want to wait for the RIGHT one to come alone and change your world. HOW IS THAT A BAD THING? I'm still a virgin and so is my sister. she's 19:) People don't talk to me because they think i'm super boring, when they don't realize I'M FUNNY LIKE HELL AND MY LAUGH MAKES OTHER PPL LAUGH. i just wish they would see that:(

@ ShotToRemember

Thank you :]

That was me too! And I got treated like I was weird, like being a virgin was a bad thing. My parents kept asking if I was gay because I hadn't had a boyfriend yet. It was all really irritating. I was so nervous I'd screw it up when I finally got with my man, like he was going to figure out what all the other guys did a long time ago and learned to avoid me.

@ Kellinquinn.
Second choice, yeah I know how that is. I get so frustrated with everyone so quickly lately, and that makes me frustrated with myself more, ya' know? it's such a vicious circle that I'm not sure how to escape:( hopefully, as stormborn said below, it'll get better for us the way it did for her

@ Stormborn
That honestly makes me feel much better^_^ I'm happy things have worked out for you! Hopefully it'll go the same for me.. and yeah, I know what you mean about the bitterness. I've become so quick to snap at people and I can't help any of it. I feel so tense and angry all the time

@ ShotToRemember
it's okay. I actually made a couple blogs right before you and I was just expressing my feelings about how i always feel like a second choice to people. It just doesn't feel good:(

@ Kellinquinn.
Exactly, it's awful. The way people hardly even look at you? And if it ever comes up to talk about relationships (which oddly for me it does), people always make me talk about why I've never had anyone and honestly I Don't Know. It's so frustrating, and everyday I just get sadder and sadder..:( I'm sorry to hear you're going through the same thing

I was right where you were. all of my friends had boyfriends/girlfriends, were losing their virginity and getting engaged or knocked up. And there I was just on the sidelines. I felt so weird, I kept thinking, shouldn't I have met SOMEONE by now? Had something happen? I kind've got bitter and went on this whole, independent woman, I need no man kick and gave up on a relationship for awhile. I definitely slipped into my imagination and made of stories and romantic scenrios, a lot of which turned into things I write. I didn't get into a real relationship until I was 20 and eventually lost it. This sounds really cheesy but now I realize how ridiculous I was, there was no instant moment of clarity and completeness or social acceptance after I got a boyfriend. I was just happy because I had been exceedingly picky but horribly lonely at the same time and had finally found someone that met all of my criteria. There's that old saying, good things come to those who wait. And I honestly think it's true. I'm really glad I was alone for so long now, if I wasn't I probably wouldn't be so happy no, I would take it for granted. I think if you give up and do your own thing for awhile, not focus on guys or romance, things happen. I don't know, it's just my story and opinion.

I completely agree with you and it honestly sucks. Even though you're a graduating senior, i'm only a junior and i swear, I'm like one of those loser girls that no one notices. PLus i've never had a boyfriend. It just won't happen to me. I don't wanna hear all the lies either.