@ Xiaholic Markiplier has done something music hasn't ever been able to do for me, which is moving past my problems. Music made them real, made me face them until I sometimes went a little too insane when overthinking. I cried a lot. Mark makes me cry of laughter, and it feels much better than being sad because I don't have the body I desire. I only wish for him the best.
I feel like I can really understand this kind of wish/feeling to have towards someone who you look up to/makes you feel so happy.
Bless you for wishing the very best for him, I just want to hug you for your sweetness. Although I haven't watched many of Mark's videos, I did watch a few and I agree that he seems a dedicated, sweet and utterly hilarious man.
I think I can relate this feeling between myself and the one guy who I see as an 'idol' in a way...it's not that I want to become him; not an idol in that sense, but just...a figure to which I hold great admiration and appreciation. In other terms I could call him a God, but I understand that's quite controversial and I only mean it in a sense of looking up to him for inspiration and hope. That's why I thought I could really relate here.
Whenever he sings I get tingles and chills every time! I also really (friend)ship him with another group member of his, though they all get along so well but their personalities just visibly click in a mutually caring yet light-hearted way - it's absolute magic to watch. If I ever saw him in the flesh I think I'd cry and melt on the spot.
P.S. The title GIF is just adorable! How sweet! Omg the feels.