@ nefarious I really did need someone to listen. These last few days have been really, really terrible and I've had these flashback moments to all these really defining moments in my life thus far. I've had a lot of joy in my life, but the bad times are always what seem to stand out. If anything I'm mildly grateful for the fact that yesterday I started to slip into a hypomanic phase. It makes getting through my days right now a little easier. It'll give the initial sting time to wear off before I cycle back to dysphoric. >.<
@ nefarious Thanks, that really means a lot. You probably know more about me now than anyone I know for having read through all of this. I can't believe you read the whole thing. But I appreciate it <3
As I read through this, my heart broke for you. I'm sorry that you have had and are having such a hard time. If you need someone to talk to, you're welcome to message me anytime. I'm sure you don't want to hear the cliche thing that everyone says, "it'll get better". So I won't say that, but I will say that I hope it does.
I really did need someone to listen. These last few days have been really, really terrible and I've had these flashback moments to all these really defining moments in my life thus far. I've had a lot of joy in my life, but the bad times are always what seem to stand out. If anything I'm mildly grateful for the fact that yesterday I started to slip into a hypomanic phase. It makes getting through my days right now a little easier. It'll give the initial sting time to wear off before I cycle back to dysphoric. >.<