January 8th, 2017 at 09:11pm
@ J. Parrish
omg, i feel ya. i also feel weird having not experienced that, but at the same time, i see my parents' friends relationships and i just realize how badly i don't want something like that, y'know?
It's like I'm nervous/anxious over that, and I'm nervous/anxious over an actually relationship. Because all of them tend to led to that eventually. One of my ex's, I dated him for a year and I never really thought of us together that way. Probably because he had 2 kids, (from two different woman, which I knew getting involved with him), and I was like, "Nope," especially when he asked if I wanted a kid with him 8 months into the relationship. We'd never even had that conversation before. Not once.