Hi! I'm really sorry you have to go through that and I'm not gonna sit here and be all "have you tried -?" or "it'll be okay" because as someone with mental illness, I know how shitty that is. If you ever need to vent, hit me up, I'll listen. If you feel like hurting yourself, my inbox is always open and if I'm not online, I'd recommend looking at videos of baby animals. It sounds silly, but at least for me it really does help in that moment. I hope you feel better.
I'm really sorry you have to go through that and I'm not gonna sit here and be all "have you tried -?" or "it'll be okay" because as someone with mental illness, I know how shitty that is. If you ever need to vent, hit me up, I'll listen. If you feel like hurting yourself, my inbox is always open and if I'm not online, I'd recommend looking at videos of baby animals. It sounds silly, but at least for me it really does help in that moment. I hope you feel better.