Blake - I've been where you were with your friend. The whole not being able to talk to her because you had to look out for yourself. I did that with one of my childhood best friends because I couldn't keep letting her issues become mine. I wasn't in a good headspace for 99% of my teenage years. Sometimes it seems selfish and you feel guilty for it, but despite everything, you have to look out for you. She'd probably be happy that you're doing well now. That you've got a car, and a job, and are considering what to do next. And it's okay to miss her.
October 15th, 2017 at 02:30am