No... I am not disgusted/upset with you. Or not even shock. I didn't read your journal yesterday. I understand the cutting part. I used to cut. Sometimes, I cut deeper and deeper for I don't know, maybe as you said, to feel satisfied. Then, I realized that I was being stupid. So, I tried to stop. I do have the urge to do it again but I try my hardest to fight it. Hope you'll feel better though.
Hope you'll feel better though.