June 25th, 2008 at 05:19am
I understand what you are talking about.
I haven't had a normal relationship with a girl in about well since my last girlfriend, she was this badass biker bich that liked to knock me around and call me names.
I loved her because she wasn't always like that and when she was nice it was amazing, and I fell for her all over again.
but my mother was the one too pull me out of head and into reality if i didnt leave this girl she could kill me.
I learned that no matter how into someone you maybe, if they dont treat you right then they are not the one for you.
you are way too good for that guy anyway.
oh sorry for telling u my problems. hehe.
You should take any actions u think will benefit u and him, because the pain of being used is awful. Trying to conceal it (like we both do) might help.. sometimes... but in different situations u will need that special someone to fill in ur loneliness. I'm always lonely. Some ppl may see me as an outgoing, happy person with a whole bunch of friends but in reality i conceal all the other emotions to myself which consists of loneliness, sad personality, and etc..
sorry i wasn't much a help in this situation, but if u wud like u can ym me so we can talk bout our problems. i'll send my ymessanger to ur inbox. *weak smile* good luck.