I get it. I love feeling absolutely dead, depressed, calm. That numbing calm? I hate the fact that I feel it, but physically? It's nice to not give a shit. (I'm an A student, but once, like ten minutes before a major project was due and I hadn't done it correctly. I didn't care.)
I like being so sarcastic it's mean, because at least no one hurts my feelings. I like being a total bitch and making people cry, because I'm vengeful. Not all the time, but enough.
I think a lot of people feel that way, at least at one point somewhere along the line. I just hate how everyone lies about it.
I like being so sarcastic it's mean, because at least no one hurts my feelings. I like being a total bitch and making people cry, because I'm vengeful. Not all the time, but enough.
I think a lot of people feel that way, at least at one point somewhere along the line. I just hate how everyone lies about it.