Nightmares and Lack of Sleep

Trust is a word that is overused and overrated. Eventually, everyone lets you down.

That’s not pessimistic – that’s reality. Hell, even I let myself down. The odds are just against it. Dependability is a sham. What’s surprising is that people are shocked when things fall apart. When it’s laying in pieces on the ground, they’re all, “Why me?” Why not you? If not you, it would be someone else.

There are no breaks, no luck, no fate. It’s all fucking probability. Fucking math. Goddamn science. You’re only alone as you let yourself be.

I might as well be on the moon.