Writers block =[[ & whatever else is going on right now...

Grrrrrrrrrrrr.....I haven't posted/wrote a chapter in like two almost three months.

MONTHS!

ugh!! I only wrote like 5 pages in the next chapter I'm supposed to post...but I wrote those pages like...well a couple months ago lol. I think I'm going to erase it all and rewrite it.
*SIGH*

I want to work on my other ideas soooooooooo freakin' bad like my mind is screaming for me to write it. My other ideas are going to be sooo much better then the thing I'm working on now.

But I made a promise to myself that I wouldn't work on any ideas until this story is done. Because I want to know that I'm actually capable of finishing a story and all that other stuff.
Grrr this sucks.

But I'm trying to write it right now....

http://www.mibba.com/story/october-rain/Im-in-Love-with-You-but-Im-in-Love-with-Him/

^ there if you want to read what's posted so far (its a lot...aha)

ANYWAYS....

It's been a terrible week lol. Yes I put an "lol" after it, its because I'm insane haha.
This has been the best day so far.
I've been really stressed from everything lately, me and my parents keep arguing because I keep getting in trouble for stupid shit. And I'm grounded from the fair right now. It sucks...
but oh well.
I'm okay today, me and my parents are nice with each other (it doesnt mean anythings fixed, but its a start), and I'm having a pretty good day =]]
and I have my birthday and homecoming to look foward to, I just gotta make sure I don't get into stupid shit.

* prolly like an hour later*

whoops I forgot I was writing this haha

well thats all I feel like writing here or whatever lol.

byeeeeeeeeeee! <3