Help me!

Name: Vampira Claire
Age: 15
Gender: Female
Occupation: Resgister at pizza place
Marital status: Taken
Heart: In love
Head: Hurt

Ok, so I've known this guy for about three years now. We don't even remember how we met. And well I was dating this one guy, for about two years, lets call him Taylor. So I was dating Taylor, and the guy I've known for three years, lets call him Marvin, messaged me on myspace. We talked for a long time, and I pretty much fell in love with him. So, to be fair to Taylor, I broke up with him, I mean, I did love Taylor and all, but not as much as I loved Marvin. No where near. But the only problem was, Marvin lives in New York, and I live in Kansas. I mean, I know in some cases, long distance relationships work, so we tried it, and it's going really good, but its killing me not being able to hug him, or even touch him. We bother got webcams so we could see each other, and that is really awesome. But it's just not the same. He keeps telling me that this summer he's gonna come down and spend all of the month of July with me here. But I don't know if that's going to work out. And then he told me that he plans on, after he graduates next year, to come down here and spend my last year in high school with me. Which I can't wait for. I'm just really nervous about meeting him for the first time, ya know? It's really nerveracking. But i really do love him, like more than anything on this planet. And he loves me. I just dont know what I can do to make this long distant relationship last as long as it takes. Can anyone possibly help me? I really need it.
September 30th, 2008 at 08:30am