Two Ideas

Sitting in school.
I'm thinking about a lot of things recently,
like how the world's going to end when I'm 18,
and how Folie a Deux is so confusing with the release date...

My cable's off...
watching reruns of The Lake House.

Crying at twelve in the morning,
cause I can't deal with the stress.
Thinking of music and contracts.
Thinking of how I'm not turning back.

Mostly doing great.
Almost doing great.
Not at all...

Listening to "XXXCoture" by L. O. C.

Thinking how every tragedy is like a drama.
Thinking about drinking and smoking again.
Drugs are being a bitch.
Psyc's thinking of putting me on meds again, although he isn't going to do it.
Never turning back...
Our lives are black...

Thinking of you, is all I need.
Thinking of people who care is all I want.

Flashing images,
you have to smile,
even when you're not happy.

You have to smile for the camera,
For someone else's picture.

That is all. and it's probably it.....

Or not.....