I'm sorry

I can't take this anymore. Liz is in the hospital now because someone...someone raped her and kidnapped our child. I was stabbed trying to save them, almost dead, I didn't save our child or protect Liz, I'm a failiure to my family, even though Liz keeps saying its not my fault. I don't want to hurt them anymore than I have. I want my child home with me, but I don't know if she would remember me, her daddy, failing to save his presious daughter from the bad man. She saw everything that I don't ever want her to see. This happened a month ago. I've sepperated myself from Liz because I knew she wanted to be left alone, but I failed as a father and a friend to everyone. I feel...feel...like I...I...want to kill myself for what happen. I'm sorry.