why? why do i let EVERY LITTLE THING get to me. it always seems to get a negative alter meaning, something to twist a compliment into a cruel comment.
for example;
miss nichols; 'so Georgie, are you completely veggie?'
me; 'yep'
miss nichols; ' so dont you eat anything?' (meaning meat wise)
Archie; 'nah Georgies anorexic(all sarcastic)'
*class laugh*
and now im totally mortified that they could laugh, because hey IAM OBVIOUSLY FAT ENOUGH for the idea of me having any type of food problems, would be crazy.
i do have an eating disorder, and its not funny at all.
in two weeks i have a pre admission to hospital, for the second time in one year.
but i cant escape that because every day, i get things like this coming up.
argggg, i wish i could just blurt it out, so people would be a bit more sensitive/ understanding.
even encourage me, because at the moment i have no support when i need it most.
and and. . . then il go to hospital and il have to explain to them all.
*sigh*
im tired now.
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