What am I suppose to do, when

My boyfriend is in Juvy, and I haven't seen him in a month,

And I'm a very restless person,
if you know what I mean, *hint, hint*.

I really want to party and stuff,
but after the last party I was at my boyfriend requested I didn't go to anymore.
I don't like that.

I'm too young to be held back,
I want to go out and experience new things.
But I love him,
I don't want to hurt him,
I like being with him, but not seeing him for so long, it's getting pretty bad. I won't get to see him for another two months.
I'm afraid if I break up with him that he'll do something stupid
And I don't want that to happen =/
I want him to be happy, but I'm not sure I want to be that comitted at this young of an age.

What should I do?