It´s over...

Yeah...it happend.
my boyfriend an I split...after 7 fucking years.
And you know what? After this fucking stupid things he did to me he was the one that told me he doesnt love me anymore!!!
This stupid fucking little bastard!!!
He was the one who lies and cheat on me... How could he the one who leave me?!?!?!?!
Im so fucking angry.
Ok, i know...maybe i waited too long. i wasnt happy anymore..and i was only too sneaky to leave him..
I mean we have been together for seven fucking years!!!!
Now im living at my parents house again. :-(
This isnt that funny!!!
But i hope i will find a house on my own soon.
But before we have to sort some things out because of our home. That isnt easy.
In a way he is important for me...i have been together with him mostly of my whole fucking life.
Im not feeling good lately. Its the worst time of my life right now.
I never felt so bad before...i never cried so much before...i never had so much bellyache before...I never slept that sparse before...

And this isnt the only change in my life.
In two weeks i will have a new job.

When i change my life, i change it completly...