Its been a long time since i've written a story, poem or a journal, but i've been in the process of adjusting to a new school (excuse #1) and busy doing a lot of projects (excuse #2).
But anyways...
Recently i've been gtting these weird sadnesses depending when it comes to the love subject. Im really happy and pumped and when someone mentions love I go downhill into sadness-drive.
First of all...
1) I've never had a GF
2) I've never kisssed a girl.
3) People are so shallow now a'days that they only care about looks.
4) See above... ^^
Im really happy for a friend of mine who got's a new BF but i'm kinda jealous (not sure if thats the real emotion here) that she's in a goo relationship, even though she can't see this person.
I know i've heard love isn't like in the movies, love isn't like this or that, or that and this but If I get the chance to love I won't let it go. Love is a precious thing.
I don't know if this journal is a rant or a plee for attention and/or help but all I know is I just expressed my real emotions toward love...
PS My self-esteem is kinda low now but with the friend who has a bf callin me "smexy" that raises my self-esteem 00.05% Thanks (insert friend name here)
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