My neurologist wants to put me back on anti-epileptic meds.
Right now I'm flat out refusing. Is this childish? Probably, but is it worth refusing? Definitely.
First off, I don't even really have epilepsy. It's a seizure disorder that only affects my eyes. The chances of me every actually having a seizure are ridiculously small...only slightly higher than a normal person's.
Second, the pills totally mess with me. All I do is sleep. It's like I'm a freakin' zombie. No fun at all.
I'd much rather have a slightly increased risk of a seizure and feel normal and happy, than be completely drugged out.
That's all for now.