I don't quite know, how to say, how I feel

Life is a whirlwind, taking us to unexpected places, feelings.

Fear. Anger. Sadness. A strange mixture of emotions that I can't quite understand, less explain. Depression perhaps?

I feel so left out. Misunderstood. I've lost interest in everything, and people faith in me.

Where did everyone go? Where are the hands that would always keep me from falling? I need to feel there is someone there for me.

I just want to run away, from everything, from everyone. Scream until no voice comes out and fall to my knees. Get all these feelings off my chest, to start over. Not erasing but forgetting what I've done. Think about tomorrow and hope it will be a brighter day.

Chasing Cars is playing over and over.