life is bad but might be worse for others

hey this is the first of many entrys so get used to it i live in okc but used to live in Norman i am not Ur avg. girl i love cars love to play football(but dont ask me to whach i hate that) i love all kinds of music some bands i like are: ludo, mcr,panic,Jonas brothers,the used, tokio hotel,fall out boy, boys like girls,drake bell,Jesse McCartney,beyonce,and so much more yes i know what u thinking wow what a weird girl but u know what there is no clear definition to normal so everyone is weird in there own way so deal with it or guess what u can bite me lol i love it my friends call me there little vampire is that not just cutie. So a little more about me i love to sing and dance that is my escape so is reading and writing stores um i am as hyper as it gets i can be a little babyish at times but some times(if i am mad) i can be motherish. Some thing i would like to do would be to go to a concert(yea so what i am 17 and never been to a concert deal with it) i would like to make my dream come to the one that no one knows and i would like to meet all ithe bands that i love at least most of them and i wish for my life to be better and i wish the all the stuff that happens to one person every once and only once would stop happing to me every day i feel like this is all my fault b/c after my older sister was born my mom was not "suppose" to be able to have any more kids then i show up and every thing starts to suck i hate it all i just wish for a little bit of happiness in my if it is just once i would be so happy but i know that my life sucks to much for that to happen! well i gtg love and best wishes to all who read this and i wish ur lives all the happiness that i can give

Nicole ann :)